mccutch

mccutch

Oct
22
the things we fear

the things we fear

"who is he?" I asked, "the guy who lives next door?" "he's a
1 min read
Oct
04

i'm sorry, dad, for both of us

you once said to me when I was a kid, "what happened, we used to be buds" and
1 min read
Oct
03

this time

this time I will go slower I won't write off a day i'll know that the
Oct
02
yelling at a figment of our father

yelling at a figment of our father

they are huge presences in our lives as kids we look up to them in so many ways in ways
1 min read
Sep
28
things I learned

things I learned

your mind will be full of a swirl of emotions and ideas daring you to pick one out for years
1 min read
Sep
09
scenes from early life vol. 1

scenes from early life vol. 1

My father drove, my mother sat in the passenger seat and looked out the window, the muscles in her face
1 min read
Jun
16
firenze

firenze

Traveling alone in florence days before my friends wedding, alone and under slept After nights awake on cocaine and flights
1 min read
Jun
06
lessons of our past

lessons of our past

my mother was put up for adoption by young parents in a time when a child out of a wedlock
1 min read
May
30
transformers

transformers

imagine a species on a planet made of water rotating a ball of fire speeding through space and on that
May
16
repetition

repetition

waking up shaking out the cobwebs to the feeling of nervousness as if you woke up in a meeting coffee