mccutch

mccutch

May
16
repetition

repetition

waking up shaking out the cobwebs to the feeling of nervousness as if you woke up in a meeting coffee
May
15

did I just miss a chance

to love you
May
09
what we don't see

what we don't see

life is hard when you think it should be perfect or hope that it will be how did we ever
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May
06
when we blame our parents for who we've become

when we blame our parents for who we've become

sometimes when we are feeling broken (especially for those of us who grew up with "broken" families) we
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Apr
28
the unbearable weight of regret

the unbearable weight of regret

I remember reading a quote once : "i'm a man with a lot of regrets but I don&
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Apr
19
run run run

run run run

my mother got a promotion and a new car with a/c to replace our little two-door rabbit and old
1 min read
Apr
15
Marie Kondo that shit

Marie Kondo that shit

aka things that are hard but bring me meaning and joy 1. letting the anxiety and fears dissolve so that
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Mar
27
clouds

clouds

if you are obsessing about an idea who is having it? if you are using your imagination to have a
Mar
26
pillow sweat

pillow sweat

one of those nights where you wake up on the couch using your sweatshirt hood as a pillow case against
1 min read
Mar
13
re squandered moments

re squandered moments

i'm sitting next to the window of the coffee shop a blue bottle in Los angeles having a
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