repetition
waking up shaking out the cobwebs
to the feeling of nervousness
as if you woke up in a meeting
coffee
what we don't see
life is hard when you think it should be perfect
or hope that it will be
how did we ever
when we blame our parents for who we've become
sometimes when we are feeling broken
(especially for those of us who grew up with "broken" families)
we
the unbearable weight of regret
I remember reading a quote once
: "i'm a man with a lot of regrets but I don&
run run run
my mother got a promotion and a new car with a/c
to replace our little two-door rabbit and old
Marie Kondo that shit
aka things that are hard but bring me meaning and joy
1. letting the anxiety and fears dissolve so that
clouds
if you are obsessing about an idea
who is having it?
if you are using your imagination to have a
pillow sweat
one of those nights where you wake up on the couch
using your sweatshirt hood as a pillow case against
re squandered moments
i'm sitting next to the window of the coffee shop
a blue bottle in Los angeles
having a