sex was cooler before

it was cooler before

the first time with someone we didn't really like

when we woke up next to them

and they slowly moved their hand under the covers looking for what's between our legs

yet we slowly turn away from them

breathing heavily, wondering when they will leave

and with a strange goodbye they do

and we sit at our desk and realize

it's not sex that we wanted

we wanted someone to put an end to our yearning

which sex alone

rarely brings

so we are left with a clear mind

looking still