this time

this time I will go slower

I won't write off a day

i'll know that the things that frustrate me are a part of my life

i'll know that at the end I'll miss the pain I tried to get through

I'll know better

i'll live differently

and then I'll see you

and forget it all

even that someday

I'll lose you

and like a fool

i'll choose you again

and say again

this time

it will be different